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Friday, March 11, 2016

You're Mine!


All my life I have been yearning of someone, who would one day sweep me off my feet.  Love me when I’m normal and still love me when I don’t even love myself – I know this is hard to find, because I know very well there are times that I am not really loveable, and that happens a lot.  But I am also proud that when I love someone, I care a lot.  Too much sometimes I choke the other person.  May not always translate to love but I do my best to show I care and I love.

There came a point in my life before that I was convinced that maybe I should stop looking for that someone, I should just settled for someone I had at the moment.  The head said Yes but the heart keeps saying NO! Until I met you again.  A year before we met, I prayed to God so hard that I want to see a sign from him.  I want him to give me a sign if I found what I was looking for, “a kiss in the forehead’.  Which you have given me, you may not remember it.  But I did and it matters.
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At first, I was not convinced and then second I was scared – really shit scared.  I know how it was to be hurt and I am very careful not to go through the same emotion moving forward.  But then I realized, If I had the courage to fight for the wrong person in the past, why should I hesitate to fight for the person that I was asking from God for.  If I wouldn’t I would not know what real love is.  If I let it go, I will never have the chance to share my life with ‘the one’. 


So, who cares if I get hurt in the process of loving you.  Who cares if we fight a lot, If I cry, if you hurt me unintentionally. I don’t care anymore.  I want to spend my life with you. I feel at home with you, it has always been you.  Sorry your heart is locked and I have the key.

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